Thinking and smoking

Two things I'm doing to much of right now, my mind is so engulfed in subjects of matter I never once thought possible.

I was finally able to sleep today, around 9am till 11, 2 measly hours woke up to the Price is Right to only laugh at a hysterical App State student who was just chosen to guess the price.

I woke up feeling like a zombie, body is here but mind is somewhere else, the chemo is working again I can feel it. I couldn't really eat anything till I packed up a bowl, now I have an appetite.

I catch myself staring out into space thinking about everything, anything for long periods of time, it just happens, and I get scared to write about it... I wonder if it's just such crazy drivel or actual relevance?

One thing is for sure, a Smooth Marlboro Cigarette tastes like a steak dinner right now. It's bad I know, but I just can't help it....I've been good w/smoking here lately, it's a small pleasure in my day I can manage.

I think that's it for now,