Gettin’ Sick to Feel Better.
Last night Julie and I hugged it out in the kitchen for a minuet, and all I could think about is how weird of a situation this is that we are in, every day I feel a bit less energetic, more worry of hair loss, and now from the Roids, I have a white film covering my throat called Thrust.
I laid my head on her shoulder and simply said “I’m getting’ sicker just to get healthy” isn’t that fucked up?
We made a kick ass meal, homemade everything, butternut squash soup, a potatoe/brussel sprout medely, and some lemon chicken. I was able to taste every bite.
I’m starting to get a persistent cough, and last night I had bouts with nausea. The hardest part was falling asleep, I was fighting the urge to take another Lorazapan, but I fell asleep before my greedy little hands could put more drugs in my system.
After last night, I am an advocate for the healing remedies of medical marijuana, it made it able to somewhat taste foods, and it reduced my nausea quite well, my overall ora just went in a different direction.
That's it for now, I would like to thank everyone for the positive e-mail's, comments, prayers, that I have received. I listening, and they are great motivational factors for me. If I know you or don't, Thank You for all of your support.
Signing out.
Keep the spirits up Buddy :) You'll be right in no time at all.. plus... i hear most girls love a man with a bald head... just sayin' ;)
ReplyDeleteluv ya,
mary t.
You have to be healthy to pick up girls and throw em off a boat...
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